Wedding Planning Blues

I’ve hit a wall; I don’t know how to start planning my wedding. My fiancee is no help, all he says is “just do what you want, baby. It’s all for you.” That lazy ass.

Another stick in my craw is that there are NO nice plus size wedding dresses at the places closest to us. I saw the style that I would like available at David’s Bridal but that is in DULUTH in the frigging United States of America. This wouldn’t be a problem except that I don’t have a birth certificate which I’d need to be able to cross the border.

One problem after another, and now he’s talking about just moving in together for now and delaying the wedding. The plan was for the wedding to be around June 25, but now he’s saying that we should wait until hes done his army training thingamajing.

This wouldn’t be a problem except that Jeremy would be gone for three years. That’s a long time to wait *unmarried* in a new place where I barely know anyone. To top it off, we’ll be living with his mom and stepdad because there are no houses or trailers available in his community.

I have thought of waiting but we’ve been in a long distance relationship for so long, and when I went to visit him over the Christmas holidays something clicked in both of us. We want to be in the same town, living together,  so this weekend I’ll be packing up everything I own and on February 24th I will be going to Wapekeka (his community)